How has it become the middle of November already? I feel like the year, this year, just begun and I have so many things to accomplish and complete..and yet, 2021 is nearly finished…and what do I have to show for it? A lot more than I realize, when I stop and look around, I have actually done quite a bit this year–and that doesn’t even include all the deep internal work I have done and continue to do.
This past year has been all about submerging…into my own psyche…into my own world. And I have done that. Ogres and onions, over and over here. In case you don’t get the reference, I am peeling away layers and layers of everything, the same things, over and over, in different layers.
I can say that in the coming year, I will be doing things very differently — but I am not quite in the place where I want to reveal the details of that at the moment. I will reveal a bit here and there as the need arises.
I will say, with all of the digging and rooting around I have been doing, quite a bit has come up…and when I lift my head up from the daily grind, I look around and wonder…well, WTF? How did we get here? How do I get to where I want to be? Where do I go from here?
And, slowly, like finding needles in haystacks and pulling hen’s teeth, I am finding that guiding light I had lost sight of…and I am on my way.
I thank you for joining me on this journey.